Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I think I have post something similar, just a couple months back. Well, what can i say, history is repeating. But um, let me.

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. Maybe it will never be a silver Armour Prince Charming with a white horse riding in speed towards your room. Maybe it is just someone like Shrek. Or if you are lucky enough, just a normal dude running with a shinning sword. In my case my friend, a puny dude. He doesn't own a castle or a white horse. He comes with a pony and his aluminium foil.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

When I was in primary, I studied in a Co-ed Mandarin School, Yuk Choy. I remembered there was an mid age teacher who taught English told me, '' Good things happen under the bright full moon.'' Yes, I can proudly announce and conclude, it really does.

This time when the music ends, I cried a little, not as much as I used, not as pathetic as I used too. I was determined. I still am. Actually. In fact, I should be this determine the last time. Oh well..

I am not regret. At least I enjoyed the music.



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